Ok, so by the end of last week I was a ball of nerves. I was just not sure what to do with myself. I did not know where to start. Well you know what Julie Andrews says..."Let's start at the very beginning...a very good place to start." So that is where I am.
I of course then was not sure of where the beginning was. To be honest, I know I am where God wants me to be. It is an amazing and humbling place to be though. I want to make sure that I take advantage of every moment that i have been given.
Last week I found myself paralyzed by fear. Fear that if i made one wrong mistake, i was going to fall flat on my face. like, ok you have made it to the big times now sister, make sure you are found worthy, or it is to Hates with you!
I know that is not the God that I serve though, I serve one who comes along side of me, and breathes his life into me. I know that i need him to pull this off, that truth is not changing. But I have been given the vision of what i need to do. i will not do it as perfectly as I am sure Mary Poppins would have, but by the grace of GOD this will prove to be life changing for me and eliza.
So, I have started where i always start...the closets. :) They are really clean now, infact the 95% of the main level of my house is finally settled. (After living here well over a year). My basement however....well that will be for Tomorrow and Wed...:)
AWWWW...i think i am going to like it here.....
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